WELL SO FAR i got to update the dam server bullshit...


but due to the Xtream traffic to the site i cant make a id to play with...

i'll try tomorrow...cuz dam, even the main page looks BAD FUCKING ASS the little trailer it brought BAD FUCKING ASS

ITS REALLY BADASS AND YOU SUCK FOR NOT HAVING IT


and now something completely different..

my pc is practically flaming....aim wont run so no use for that.. problem solved...


this thing has reached its limit...id love to restore but i dont gots cds...oh well getting a new one anyway real soon.. <-----THIS IS STILL TRUE

i'll just be trolling the web till then... ^^

apparently im going out with Carmen Electra..got that phone call to prove it..she left a voice mail while i was taking a shower...NAKED

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh





i gotta switch my phone ><


prolly to and iPhone...orrrr

voyager

well..i see the change drawing in


i feel alot calmer
nicer

caring

>>funnyer?lol

m gonna start changing that wack clothes
music is already completely different

who likes D&B?!
ayyy tomorrow..will be....real boring here at home oh well

i like my new uniform..i look badass

so does every other person that walks up to me lol



well then...WAS gonna watch cloverfield today...guess post phoned till tomorrow...get my router..
play COD4 AND! TALK ON AIM

PWN MANOLO LOLO

>>
uhhhhhh

well...that was a good day..wont u say
oh right.....u didnt call lol w.e


lies and slander i guess





well...that read i had bout..well "the situation" was very thoughtful
its crazy enough to work...its worked b4...lets do it again YAY!!


btw...aije... Devil Beside You, is like...wth random soap that actually interests me lol


NEED THAT NEW PSP!!!
UNIFORM AT WORK!!
more pizzas >>...

screw u ppl that saw cloverfield today i hate u...invite me next time to something i didnt knw was so cool...ill see it myself..BY MYSELF!!! >:(

i now knw why things happend the way they did

if anyone ever told your history repeats itself, well their right...




everything that happened is my own doing
and it took the mind of another to tell me that
namely sara..trying to prove a point to her friend
she kinda did....and also gave me a revelation

of my own wrong doing

she wrong me b4
and now..i did to her as she did to me...

the punishment the same..
and most likely the outcome to be the same
just a matter of time now


i think my depression has lifted a little
:') good days to come in the future..

uhh....



i dunno...

today was...


just a day..that went by without a care
nothing happend...



wonder if..

all my days will be like this
till that one day...



.............waiting...
always...waiting.......

well...today wasnt so bad

i got closure....which is gr8
i'll live my life now...like i wanted to

things...are kinda looking up now

Damnation [dam-ney-shuhn]

condemnation to eternal punishment as a consequence of sin.




for i have arrived..


moving on


getting new frigin uniforms soon! finally jesus..no more coats
just a polo, BO!

tearing down a wall in my house for some French doors to the back, gonna look wicked
well....thats about as much good thats happend...the bad just outnumbers it greatly....


/wrists >>

k...so heres the game plan..
if things dont look up by the 18th..
ima do waht u said...a SERIOUS TALK with her..

n if things do look up...im still gonna have a serious talk..

2 things cn happen...she stops acting that way n we live out happy lives...

or

she dont....n i say..aight...were done...




m praying on the 1st..

nvm.......death just isnt fast enough....
ill speed things up...sry..i smoke...

.....i give up.....



ima just live life.

LOLOLOL


FRIENDS ONLY AGAIN ><><><><><


Niggers !!!!!

its close..almost the day.. :D


btw a big update on my last day of night skool....crazy shit happend...

ill to it later...when i got time..mabey xmas..

n the off chance u read this..


a few weeks ago i felt terribly lonely, i felt like the whole world had abandoned me..

parents kept leaving
haven't heard from friends in a while
work became horrible for a bit

I was lost..at a time when i needed someone to be there n let me know I'm loved, I turned to you


u weren't there..

i had to cope with it myself..n now...I'm better
alot better

now theres that empty space between us.
that YOU made




u still have a bf that loves n cares about you..
even if you don't remember him..
and he'd like to stay with you
at the moment, hes hurt
wounded (Shadii!) and just amazed how u didn't comfort him
but tell him to back off..


new year is just around the corner
maybe you'd like to actually HAVE a relationship by then
so im still here...still waiting...still longing..still vigilant
determined and positively SURE you would come around to it...

eventually..
</3 :'/ till then...

hmm remade my myspace..


i wont have it cluttered with loads of shit this time round...

keep it simple...u fuck

http://www.myspace.com/f3rny

tell ur friends! lol

uhhhhhhhhhhhh....i finally get some rest...fuck i been tired..n now..

more splinter cell






this is the week ppl..

eh....

i have 10 ps3 games..

WHERE THE FUCK DID THEY COME FROM!?!


...Resistance: Fall of Man
Blazing Angels
F.E.A.R
Heavenly Sword
Oblivion
Folklore
Assassin's Creed
Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare
Uncharted: Drake's Fortune
Splinter Cell: Double Agent



jesus... thats a good $600 well spent

still missing

Haze
Mgs4
Turok
Resident Evil 5
Army Of Two
Turning Point: Fall of Liberty

...bankrupt by mid '08


well spent...

uhhhhhhmmmmmm...


uhhhhhhh

screw gifts... id rather JUST recive

good news, me n sara finna get marked for life together
got my pain killers ready.. this will hurt like hell

today,well just now i got a rather strange msg....
i wont jump to conclusions just yet....but guilty conscious is the worst thing to have.. just sayin

well..off to play splinter cell..... hardest game EVER


12/15/07
holy crap..ps3 froze...now on my pc draft was saved w000t
fucking...splinter cell pretty much has 3 difficulty levels

Hard

Harder

and impossible